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Tonight had a farewell dinner for a collegue in Crab King Kelana Jaya.

He is my aiyah hubby in the office… Now he is leaving… bit sad coz we are quite closed to each other and he is one of the person that I can be trusted so far. We can talk all kinds of things, cars, gals, sports, jokes, bla bla bla…

I always loss in ping pong match to him… so LC (always giv me the sien look, @$^%$#@)… but i beat him in the msn online game.. hahahaha!! That the only thing that I can be proud of…

Even though I feel sad that he is leaving but I’m happy for him that he could find a job that he think that will be good for him… {have not joined the company so cant conclude too fast… might be a correct moved and might not be. But at least he make an effort to take a new challenge}

All the best to you my aiyah Hubby!!! I’ll missed you!! ;*)

Do keep in touch!! Dont forget our karaoke date ya!! hehe….

Supposed to have this post yesterday…

No choice I was rushing for a proposal… (@%&^$&*$#%@^) do it till 2+ am it already late…so lazy to blog by then … ;P

Back to the gathering..

Supposed to meet at 7pm at the Sunway main entrance, unfortunately i was stucked in the meeting till almost 8pm. SMSed "youzi" that I’ll be late, who knows she came much more later than me…(@@)

The place for makan is at Sunway "yuen" steamboat… hehe not too difficult to find. The first person I met is "jerry" - the organiser. He was standing outside the shop waving..hehe

The rest that were there are "sam", "ahdai", "duller", "lihkang" and "angel".

Overall it a fun gathering, eventhough it was my 1st time meeting them. I felt comfortable. Around the table chatting (topic around gals, blogs, …etc), laughing, "questioning" (hahah… lihkang shd knows :P)….etc Of course in between the conversation, there were calls in and out between me n youzi… "hello, whr r u???" — @@.  Finally arrived, but it also the time that i got to leave.

Thanks to Jerry for organising this and inviting me to this gathering…

2nd day MC at home…

This virus really so "keng" make me sick for the 7th days….

Yesterday was msn with a friend, he reminded me whether I kena denggi or not.. so scary.. later in the evening then i went to c doc.. haha doc say "I’m assured u that u are not! Dont worry… I give u some medicine and MC for tomolo, u eat n sleep then will be better…" I said: "eat n sleep? then I become PIG??" Doc and me laughed!!!

Back home take the medicine… the medic really very strong. After awhile then i feel so weak and go to sleep… But still cant sleep well as keep on coughing… woke up few times middle at nite…

I was "jump" up this morning at about 8.40am.. recalled that I’ve an appointment to do a demo for a saleperson. But i’m MC… jump up from my bed with bit blur … on my pc and start looking for people to take over this from me… luckily my collegue is free today if not donno what to do.. Thanks to Peter!!!

One thing settle, there are few things need to be done oso… haiz… cant really rest tho… If I take medicine my whole day will be gone… end up sleeping only.. what should I do ler? Finished the work 1st then take medic? hmmm…

end up i decided to finished 2 things then take medic and take a rest.. if not i wouldn’t be recover then is worst… I don1 end up the whole week MC at home.. it not productive at all… have to clear all my stuffs and this weekend goin to BKK for a holiday!!! Hahaha…

OK now is time for my medic… blog later…

Hv not recover yet but i think is worst than last week… what had happen??

Now feel like burning and my head is bursting out…. It spin spin spin… get well soon!!! I wanna enjoy my holiday!!!! Plz…..

My dad…

Met him yesterday.. but nothing to say.. nothing to share..

Very funny huh, what i did was just called him "ba" that all… i don feel him.. eventhough i wanna say more but just cant find the topic. I am a talkative person.. who can just join in a group of people and start a conversation. But I just cant get start a conversation with him…

If you say I have not forgive him.. but I think i did.. coz i don feel the "hate".

speachless…

I wanna say this to him "Happy father’s day!!"

Fall sick liao… Now feel giddy… spinning…

Sometime I do wondering whether am I really that tough??? Everyone saying that I am… no matter in what situation or in the very "deep shit" I’ll be able to get through by myself…

Maybe I’m… but maybe I’m not…

I do agreed that I’m a very independent person. I can do whatever thing by myself without any help from others… I’ve my own thought… I’ve my own plan… I’ve my own way of doing things… Maybe because of this people around thought that I’m very tough…

I like to take challenge! But when I’m stuck I still need friends to rescue me… Hahaha… so I’m still the same as others… So please don’t "look me too high".. kakakaka….

To be frank, sometime I do need a shoulder to cry on… someone for me to nag… someone for me to talk to… So I’m not that perfect… This is me just like a normal human being.

…. hahaha am I tough??? Maybe… hahaha…

Hopefully I’ll have a good sleep today….

After the drunk last friday… I do "wake up"!! Have realize lot of things and can take it easily now…

Heard some news just few minutes ago… donno whether should say a good or bad news. Anyway, I’m off loaded… even though the losses that I have ..at least to me is a lot.

Think on the bright side, I do gain a valuable experience in this incident. I’ve been wondering why n how this can happen to me?? At first I really angry and hate "someone"!!! … … … But now I’ll tell you that everything is over! there is no hate no dislike … but there is a fact that cant change, we will not be friend again at least in the near future … even for 3 or 5 years down the road, I donno and cant predict what will happen… But I’ll wish and pray all the best for someone!

I’ve a choice… Whether to continue "downing" or to be back as me in the past. I choose to accept it and start all over again. Also it really a release!! It just like a big burden off loaded from my shoulder. The feel is so nice…. and I’m now so tired! Just feel like having a good sleep… sleep for those days ….

I’ll start my plan again even though I have to start from "0"…. It difficult but it a challenge to me!!!

I’m back!!!! Thanks to all my friends who has shown their concern to me…. Dont worry!!! I’m back!!!

Went to karaoke and later D with collegues on Friday nite… 5 of us have a bottle of wisky…

Donno whether I drink too much? Not enuf sleep? Or too moody? I get drunk for the 1st time… hmmm should say 1st time outside the house… Normally I will not get drunk except at home. Very uncomfortable feeling. Vomit by the road side… 1st time!

One of my collegue send me back to office to get my car.. I donno why, suddenly feel like crying… I cried… for the 27 years this is my 1st time feeling that helpless… useless… trust-less… meaningless…

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How many more sleepless nites???